Devils Journal

I think it is safe to say for the first time in my life I have beaten my addiction to coca-cola. This has been a recuring theme for many years with me trying to kick the habbit and never quite managing it but I think it is safe to say this time I have managed it. I am drink mostly squash at the moment with the occational fruit shoot or water as the only things I really drink at the moment.

Yesterday I bought my first proper goth outfit for about 3 years and when I first tried it on it was a bit tight but I decided I'd get it anyway as it would encourage me to loss weight and to my suprise when I tried it on yesterday it fit and lost much of its tightness. So I am slowly lossing weight again. I don't know if that is because of stress or because i cycle or walk to work. Hopefully giving up coke will make the difference which everyone says it should.

I'll post pictures of the new outfit when I get a chance probably won't be for a few weeks. Anyway I had better go, I'll post more later today or tomorrow. Until the 21st my Mobile is probably not going to be working so people will need to either use MSN, E-Mail or my Landline until then. This is because I have been unable to pay my mobile phone bill this month, but more on that later.

I thinkg I might be over doing the overtime a bit at work. I worked 13 hours overtimeyesterday and today I am already on course to do the same thing again. On the plus side I am going to get over £800 on top of my normal salery next month. *grins*

I'm on holiday next week so I have 5 days to recover from the extream hours I have been doing as of late. Next week I a visiting Cambridge if anyone wants to meet up for a coffee or a drink.

I have found my goth sie again! That nagging feeling, that thing I felt I was missing I think I have found. It does feel good and I find mysef hanging around with more goth type people outside of work. There are no goth where I work, or if there they hide really well.

Right I had best get back to my over time. I'm pretty exhausted now but I just have to push through only a few more hours. I just haveto keep thinking about the things I want and the things I 'd like to do with that money.